Today isn't the greatest day. There were some moments that were nice, but all together; my day was crap.

A person is supposed to withdraw from something bad, not from what's keeping them emotionally stable.

I don't know how many times I can think that... or say it...

Laters.

     I'm sick of feeling selfish, jealous, and... not normal.

     The definition of "addiction" is something along the lines of needing something to feel normal and without that something, you don't feel normal. If this is true, I'm an addict.

     Have you ever texted someone in your phonebook, "What's up?" or "How are you?", and as a reply you receive, "Who's this?" Has that ever happened to you?

     I'm beginning to realize, no matter how much I wish things were different; wishing's not going to accomplish shit in this world.

     I feel like a part of me is missing when I'm not with him. Like I'm not completely wherever my body's at. My mind sometimes is, but my heart... never. He takes the part of me that keeps me alive, breathing. Yet somehow, I still breath without him. It's a miracle that happens every day.

     I have no life outside of him.

     I'm the one doing the chasing, while others are running and hiding. He's the only one I can trust to follow me when I run.

     Laters.

     *sigh* I'm really bored. I want to hang out with some people (or even one person) other than my family. It just seems awkward. Going to a movie would be great. I really want to go see a movie.

     I'm making V-Day card type things. They're going to be awesome :) yay.

     I have nothing more to say. Laters.

     Well, if you hadn't figured it out already; I'm ungrounded. I will never understand my mother.

     Nothing's really new... it's snowing though... I love the snow. It's so pretty.

     *sigh* the snow does ruin plans though... when I get a car, that won't happen.

     Some people just don't even consider other people's feelings... (I'm not quite sure what I meant by that. I'm not in much a good mood today, just like yesterday.)

     Having your phone off after you tell someone to call you is just plain idiotic. I don't see what's wrong with getting a call every once in a while... I guess other people do.

     There's really no point to this post, just for me to say stuff to someone (or something; depends on how you look at it).

     Ew, I still have to do the dishes.

     I've found myself with homework to do, unfortunately. Plenty of it to keep me busy too. But that wouldn't be as much fun as typing what I think :P

     I'm not thinking of anything else I want to type. Laters.